Wow, I haven't been here for a long time.
My heart wants to talk. So, I found myself here in this little abandoned space of mine.
Parenting is hard. I know it's not new news to anyone.
So many days I struggle between what my heart wants and what I know is right as a parent.
I work hard to make good decisions for Little Jesse.
I want him to have structure, I want him to be kind and know that sometimes he has to sacrifice things.
I want him to know how greatly he is loved. To know that my heart breaks when we argue; when i wish that I can take back words or approach those conversations differently.
Somedays I cry because I get lost trying to find all the right answers for him.
I hope, wish, and dream that one day he will think to this time. He will smile knowing that his dad and I did our very best.
And there are times when my best is hanging by a string and my patients are pushed to the limit.
But, today I will show him my love the only way I can and be his parent.
God brought him into my life for a reason. I thank him for that.
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